White Sheep

1. Apple Juice Punch

Info something something. Something something. For discount for students.
I win (?) always from the god. The old gods are in, Athene, Poseidon.
Afterwards I go home. I put everything in the car. And something something pajamas. I walk on the street to get water (?).
By then I am free to go. Bale is there, but she does not want to see me and I don't force her. Her brother R is there too.
Crossroads. I avoid Bale, while she is just arriving and I go to the hotel where I was earlier.
There is punch there, very nice one, and I am thirsty, apple juice.

2. Shepherd

Mael, who I know from childhood, a friend of Brdk. Tables. Garden of parents. Checking my emails. Something about gay people.
Later. N is there (can't read notes). Man and a woman, something something, looks like it (don't know like what).
Later. I am alone and something something, but without something something (can't read notes). There is a shepherd with his sheep. (Can't read notes). The sheep are only a handful and they are big, bigger than people, and very white.
We continue to the art gallery, and visitors.

3. This Cannot Be a Dream

(Can't read notes). Parents, brothers. Big sausage. There is a particular sausage I want, but we don't pass that stall, though it looks very good. None of them is interested in it or sees it. I do, but I follow my family. Then we go from the eating stalls to a nearby place where we can sit down and eat.
There is not enough food.
I would like that one particular German sausage (Bratwurst). So I get up from the table, picknick table, and go there, but my father also gets up and he follows me, as if to guide me.
The place is closed. Now I feel we will be taking too long and we should either return or let the others know or continue with the others, but we don't. I now follow my father, and he continues, and I follow, so we are leaving the others behind.
And we stray a long while and after a while we are in a car, but others have joined us nonetheless. People I don't know, but who are friendly. (Maybe such as Debu).
My dad knows exactly where to go and we arrive at the iron gates of a domain, which is the place of Kajo. And obviously, when we arrive, we clearly see that all has been cleared already. Closed, finished. The gate is open, but it always is. No one on the field. The house is like a small castle in front to the right. On the left are pastures. This is the country side. Cobbled path to gate. Very rustic.
When we stop in front of the gate, we see sheep come toward us. This is a strange sight, because there are many, normal size, white, but some just float in the air as if they belong there.
And when I see this I think by myself, this is too real, this cannot be a dream. It hinders me to go forward, and as if I am paralyzed I stay there. My father is still with me.
Then the next moment, everything continues like in a normal dream, and we are in the house. Kajo saw us through the windows. We go in through the back door, stairs up, very posh this house. Upstairs a table is prepared to have dinner. It is Christmas. Pavb is also there, upstairs. So now I left my brothers and mother behind, I realize. But I am hungry, so I am glad I went, so I want to stay anyway. That is my decision.
Many tables are ready to receive guests, but no one is here yet, and we are here by coincidence.
Later we go away, but in the garden, they are still busy, maybe with a ritual. The atmosphere is that of winter. A little bleak. Wabo is there too, he is a friend of primary school.
I had noted my name, last name. At some point I hear Pavb call my last name, he chants it. This is part of the ritual. Intuitively, I had written down my name. And I am the first of the list, which is special.
At some point I have to speak French, but I don't remember the fragment.
At some point I want to sea a film, this is in the house of K&P. I only find a detective made by Toon Hermans. I don't watch it, I won't have time anyway, this is in a side room near the dining room, on the left.
 I feel welcome and out of place at the same time.