Midnight Sunrise

1. Sun Rise

Bale and I are a long time underway on our cycles and going to Herent. We cycle through the fields and there is a feeling of expanse, vastness, calmness, stillness of time. Half dark. Quality type of dream.
Meanwhile it is late, she is already back, I still have to go a long way and continue. Every day the way is longer, there is more and more distance to be covered, this increases day after day.
We are maybe at the T-crossing in the fields, and although it is late there is still light of day, because the sun lingers at the horizon, in the north, and there is an eternal dusk or twilight zone, but more to the side of light, colours of red and orange are very present and they colour the whole atmosphere. I enjoy the freedom that I feel in these fields, being alone, except for Bale, with the sun in the night sky, deep in the night.
I will not take the trouble to go to bed or sleep, because the next morning will soon begin and that means I will have to start again and continue with what it is I'm doing, cycling. So I stand still and enjoy, and the night is very short. A few moments later I see the sun rise again, very vertical, from the north, right up to the zenith, yellow, small disc. I see the rising of the sun.
I decide to stay here. Also, there is something like the idea to visit Elbr, as if she expects me or would expect me, as if this is some special time at which these things can happen.

The dream changes somewhat and I am inside a building, public study centre of some kind and other people are gathered here, and friends of old times are here, like Clsm. And in one of the middle rooms there is on one side a table with three computers. I sit myself at the middle or left one and look up things. I think the thing I want to look up is where Elbr lives and what kind of thing she is doing now in her life and whether I can contact her.
There were parts of the dream in the garden around this house or building too. Place reminded me of the group mind of Jeka. And so it happens that I find Neve, I see her last name very clearly and I had not expected to encounter her. And I look at what she does, and she is a web designer. In fact, I find her by coincidence, because I visited different sites and then one site was the page of Luc De Vos, the singer, and it said, the web designer was Neve. I looked some more. Don't remember what happened in that scene, more than I wrote here.

The next day, we eat polenta, Bale has made some, possibly because I told her about it, and there are many different dishes made with it. One of them has polenta as basis for bread and in between is minced meat, and this is oven baked, and is served in big oven dishes, and it looks delicious and juicy, but I don't know if this is for me, so I leave the good parts and have only those parts that have little meat. This is in fact because I am already very hungry, but it is not served yet, too early, which means that I am in the kitchen waiting and watching. Bale is cooking. I see how she very meticulously dresses thin but large slices of gammon or smoked ham in a metal oven dish. She will put this in the oven with olive oil, I presume, and it will become crusty. She makes a lot of those, folded sheets of gammon, looks delicious and I can't wait. And she is halfway with that. Everything looks very good. But because the difference in her and mine timing, we are somewhat out of sync.

2. Choosing a Partner

Late dream. In a room with others, Fras is on my left, table somewhere in the middle, small room, no borders, light, open feel, yet very private, maybe Phpa on the right, and maybe two other people I can't remember, maybe one was Kvgu.
They are discussing things and I listen. They are talking about me. Fras takes the initiative and says to the group, or poses the question to the group: who shall we link V with? With whom can he have sex? That is her question, she wants to arrange for me to have sex with someone. And there is some discussion of the possible partners, but I am dispassionate about it and don't mix in the discussion. And she continues it can't be here because she has this or that condition. And she also says: it can't be him (or her), because he too has a condition or disease. I can't remember who this was, but the bottom line is clear, it has to be pure. And special people like herself are the only ones worth of mentioning.