Big building, following class, building like an old college, school or monastery. We like staying there, but at night we leave the building, the pupils, there is snow. We cross the street. We don't really have a plan, but it is needful we leave, which is my initiative.
But I don't know if we are going the right way, and this is right after we left the building. And no one knows if we are going the right way.
2. Floating Dick
It is July, and also August, because the dream incorporates the whole period of the summer months and according to the dream I am on holiday, France. That means I am not available for many people.
At some point I am alone in a house, and other people are here but all outside and having a barbecue. I don't want to participate, I have a need to stay in and move as little as possible. The rooms are darkened against the sun.
In another room, light, later, with other people. I study a map, this is to plan the holidays, and other people will come with me or will also be there, such as my brother D. It is a map of France and shows the Gulf de Biscaie. But I can't figure out where we are on the map, it shows Europe and in such a way, abstract, that I don't recognize anything. It shows the destination, and lists many names of places, and the sea is on the left, and I can tell north from south, but where we are is not on the map, maybe because it is too detailed.
The places it shows are mostly battlefields, so the map has historical information.
Then at some point a salesman of the press enters and registers and he immediately wants attention, but I don't give it to him, in fact I ignore him since I have no dealings with him, but he is very pushy, walks around the table, behind me and so on.
The first night of our holidays, I am alone in the house. The room in front of me is a small kitchen. And this is some kind of holiday house, bungalow, near the sea, sea air and sea clouds. Every night I have been sleeping here I have had ghosts in the house. But I don't feel like contacting spirits at this time. When I come home I hung up my clothes, the rooms are a mess, stuff is on the floor. Clothes are spread out everywhere.
At night again. The toilet is outside. And I have to go. I go outside (now reminds me of the garage of parents, but scenery is country side and sea) and I go to the bathroom, at first I think I don't want to go because of something, two people are near me, but they don't bother me. The toilet house is built against the house, but you can only access it from the outside. I go in anyway. I pee, and look down, and I see my own cock floating in the water. I don't know what to do, but I realize this is an old one, and I am currently using another one which is attached to my body, otherwise I could not pee, but it is a strange side. After a while I try to not to make anything of it, exactly because I have one, and I don't need the old one. Looks like a sausage, and in the dream I remember other dreams in which I lost this part of my body. So there is an instinctual urge to put it back where it belongs, but I know it is no use.
3. Holding the Board Game
Food. Playing a game. Behind the shoulders of (?)? After that I hold the board of the board game in my hands, pressed against my body, but flat, so that you can still play. There are dice on the board. Belly height.
[7.10am]
4. Ride the Tiger
Taiji, like a summer camp, out in the country.
Everybody is preparing to go in the next ?? to go to the next part of the form or class. That is, the normal class has ended. Light in the dream. Complex camp side, a few large buildings, simple road, fields. We are a big group.
In the afternoon the normal class has ended and there is an option to learn taiji sword, so I certainly want to do that, and I go to my room or place to look for my sword and prepare, because the location is a distance away from here. But when I peek outside, I see many people carrying swords and organizing themselves to go to the optional class. When I see those people I know I am late, and I know where I put my sword, and my cycle, but I find neither. Not immediately, I don't have to look to far away to find it, it has been put somewhere else, out of the way, by someone (possibly Svdb).
Now I am outside, and I see that other people are also late, I thought I should hurry, but there is not haste, so I take it easy again.
The first gang of people is already leaving and I think I want to follow them because I don't know the way, and so I watch them, and try to remember where they are going. After the first turn they take I can't see them anymore. So I will have to trust my luck, or assume that other people know.
In the meanwhile a second group leaves. All with cycles, maybe also on foot. A lot of people. The road goes to the right. There is a lane, houses, and trees.
So I am in the last group, but these are still many people. I carry my sword, I am thinking about how to carry it, as I see other people struggle with theirs. There are so many different sizes, I don't know what they want to do with that. But I'm thinking, I can easily carry another one, if that would be necessary. Then I see a lady with four swords, big ones, broad ones, and she is sturdy too. And I ask her if she needs help. There is also a girl with a small sword. And there is a woman who has swords that do not look like taiji swords, but when I ask her, she says she will be doing the pagan ritual, ancient germanic, and I think: what is the relation with taiji? In the end I carry a knife of someone.
While we are all busy with this, there is further down also an indoor place, there is also light, suddenly a few mothers are a bit worried, because a girl and a kid found a lion that someone brought as a pet and ride on its back but the lion goes into the field, which is a ploughed acre. And two mothers are worried, because who knows where the lion is taking them and maybe they can't get back or get lost. I think it is great these kids ride a lion.
We all get on our cycles.
5. Late for Sword
I come somewhere and am a bit late, and when I enter I see Svdb, Krvh and Joja below me, because where I enter is the inside balcony, and they are training taiji sword in the room, which is below. I have my sword with me, and I sit down in the sofa for a while.
Last dream, maybe hypnagogic.
6. Cream Cheese for Breakfast
There are big capers though I thought I only had small ones. I should have crushed them, like the recipe said, but did not. My dad is behind me and he does not say anything but he nods and makes it clear that that is right. This means I made a mistake.
At some point I am in my own kitchen and ready for breakfast and I wonder what I will eat, but the kitchen table top is full of food, among which cream cheese, on top of a stack of other things. It has been opened before, I will have some of that.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 2. Maybe refers to Chwe yesterday, since it is clear that she has no intention of being intimate with me, feels as if I lost my manhood. But I still have one, which might symbolize my hope of Tivb.
Dream 4. This refers to this morning's taiji training, Anle wanted to do some sword as well, and a few others tried to participate. I had put my sword somewhere but it was in the sun and therefore very hot. I took it for practice, but afterwards somebody had put it somewhere else, out of the sun which I think would have been Svdb. Lion shakes its head is a move of taiji sword and ride the tiger is a move of taiji hand, and the scene with the kids may refer to Anle's children. The other people who wanted to do sword are the other people in the dream, because this was after the normal taiji and a break.
Dream 5. Same.
Dream 3. This refers to the position of sword 'tiger holds its head'.
Residue.
Dream 6. I found a recipe yesterday and it had capers in it, and I made it today, with normal capers. The full of food kitchen might also be a residue, because I did the groceries yesterday, but went out eating.
Interpretation.
ReplyDeleteDream 4. This dream should be called 'late because of sword'. This is what happened. In the morning I went to taiji, I saw Svdb's children play with wooden swords and suggested to Svdb that he could have my toy swords. So we arranged that when I was at my parent's place he could pick them up. I would go to my parent's place on my way to Licu, with whom I had arranged to be at 5.30pm. When Svdb arrived, it was 5.30 already. I gave him the swords, and we talked about taiji. So in the end I was three quarters of an hour late at Licu's. The taiji in the morning is the taiji class in the dream, going for sword class is my other appointment, namely Licu. Seeing these people go far away to another location, by that is meant Licu's place, also she is not much connected with taiji. Then the delay with people preparing with swords to train, was me and Svdb at my parent's place, maybe the lion with the two kids were his kids. But most importantly, I was late. The three groups can each stand for a quarter of an hour.