Wet Feet

1. Gathering

Outside and behind buildings, by day. People there I know, but I don't care, though I know them and haven't seen them for long.

2. Storm

I woke in the night and opened some windows, when I went back to sleep, I immediately had a dream about the wind that whirls about the house which was really powerful and stormy. 

3. Cl

There was also a dream which I related to Cl, but don't remember the contents.

4. The Inside Sea

Someone takes me in a special world and I follow, because I know the man. This may be Elri. It is behind a building and in a building and quiet but there are other people, who know this place.

It is a beach. When the water of the sea, which appears to be very clear, flows, it comes to my feet, but I still have my shoes, socks and trousers on, so I jump away, but he stays and enjoys the water. And I see, he is barefooted. He coaxes me into the water, so I hurry to take off my shoes and follow and let the water roll over my feet. He also says that the salt water of the sea is especially good. He may also say something about the stars, because I think it is night already.

At the other end of the room, which would be where the sea begins, we sit down. There are seats there. I sit in one and position myself so that I can watch the telly. He leaves his own seat and comes sit with me. Then he leans into me and lies against me. I let him do. It is rather peaceful.

Afterward, the scene changes a bit, and we are inside an apartment, which is on a high floor. Dark inside. Table and chairs. Books are brought in or looked at with interest. But I'm not very interested, because it is about my own country's history or something like that. Something I know already. They're a bunch of people I met going out to a museum maybe or a day trip of some kind. Person talking to me now is an older man. Big book in his hand. 

5. Three gangs and I

I meet Alth and his gang of friends on the way. We go to a café. There I also find Vide and Dofo and their friends. Dofo is suddenly said to be gay, which I didn't know. Is that why his wife added me on Facebook? The pub is crowded. I see friends I haven't seen for a long time. Three groups in particular. The group behind me must be people I've seen much earlier in the dreams tonight. Very cosy pub. And looks a bit private. Wood, but quite squary.

There is a dog too, but he is skinny. I scratch his neck anyway, but it feels flee-begotten, so, I leave it.

The man ahead throws a bag of crisps in the air, but the man in the back is the only one who gets something, even though the bag is open and everything can fly out.

First I talk to Vide, because he is closest. I sit in the middle, not connected to any of the groups, though I know them all. I tell him it is nice to see them all. Then Vide and a guy from the other group kiss each other, cheek, but quite intimate. And the other says to the other, now you have to kiss back, and of course Vide takes on the challenge.

The first part where I meet strange friends is longer and outside, but I don't recall. Maybe something about stars. Maybe about flying, or about Holland or a combination of that.

6. Toys Learn to Fly

Scene that looks a bit like Cars or Toy Story. Toys that fall out of a building, some of them try to rescue one another. Not first attempt. I suppose they try to learn how to fly. Someone plays a joke on them and puts the garbage out together with a big toy like a bike or a balloon. But the lorry that picks up the trash is also parked there and you can see there are other attempts to play the joke already on the pick-up. And there are many balloons. Not blown up yet. One flies away, this one was hidden in another one, just as the clown yesterday in the shop did, balloon in balloon.

/// 4.35-5.10 write dreams /// sleep, back away 7.37

7. Cut Toe and Three Girls

I come back home to a place where I'm not welcome and where I don't want to be. Where people are jealous, yet they are my parents and brothers. Outside first, wooden cabin, on poles, stairs up, in the woods. Water beneath. I take in the upper floor. And can see everyone from there. They sneer at me. I set myself ready to go to bed.

There's a lot in my room to clean up. I have also my suitcase with me and start to unpack. I try to sort things, but get stuck in the end with all the bits and pieces that belong nowhere but I want to keep anyway. Later on I move to a room to my left, which is even more empty and even more secluded. People really criticize the fact that I own so much garbage. So I sort this too and try to hide it.

In the meantime I am in my bed, look for my pajama, which is in the suitcase. I wiggle my toes at some point, I have one too many on my right, next to the thumb, and I can see where it has been cut, some time ago. I should have gone to the doctor's to have him look at it, but did not. No, the place where it is cut has shrunk and so on, but it has not festered. It just does not look nice, is all.

At some point, I am eating, three girls sit next to me, on my left. Two of them are of a darker skin, but still light and European. One of them seems to like me, she touches me I think, now and then. Then they get up and are leaving. That is when I start to talk to that one girl. She says no of course. Although sometimes I feel she wants to stay too. Her friends are not sure. I think I try to seduce her with perfumes, talking about it.

Among the stuff in my room is an old piece of peanut biscuit, which I don't want to throw away. Now it is clay and I decide to bin it, though I have no bag to put it in. So I'll have to look for that first. But I don't right now. There was more to the dream, maybe it got light, and people came up to the room, which I didn't like.

8. 20 Frank

Scene in the shop. But the shop is just one big room, big space inside. There is a table. People crowd around it. I have to manage everything. I don't know who is first and so on. I pick one girl first, who has blond hair and a boyfriend. People trust me with money. That is why they called me over. Because my colleague could not manage. Maybe Brva. Not sure. Anyway. This girls is at the other end of the table, and hands me the money. I take it and it is like 2.10 euro. But the 2 euro coin is false. I take a good look because people expect, but I see this one is an old coin from Belgium, I tell her. She didn't realize, I look at it again, unsure. Close up. Someone on my left agrees. So she asks her boyfriend why this is so. He is on my right, with people between us, but behind their backs we take care of this.

For sure, Liha is there to guide things.

Only about this table there is a lot of people, not the rest of the room, which is empty. And where maybe the boss waits at ease. Also, the table is at an angle to the wall. Quite light.