1. Seated at the Corner of the Table
Last dream of the night. I am at the end of a long table, many people seated, like a festive dinner, me all the way to the left, at the corner. Doors are open. Long rectangular place. Somewhat noisy atmosphere. I can't remember who sits opposite of me, but to my right is Elbr. This is a lucid moment. I am glad and happy to see her and to be next to her as well and find that this is my opportunity to talk to her while I have the chance, and there is this one thing about the train that I want to ask, but I dare not. So I just enjoy the company but we remain silent, me, but she also. I was not very comfortable to be at the corner. And I was held back a few times to speak openly.
Saturday, 31 May 2014
Friday, 30 May 2014
Chicory Teeth
1. Chicory Teeth
Last dream of the night.
My teeth are different. I look in the mirror. I see my teeth are askew, that is the first thing I notice, but then I see my teeth are chicory (witloof). So bigger, and organic, plant material, a little old even. Now I'm thinking, I really should have this fixed and make an appointment with the dentist. This mirror viewing is quite lucid. It is my upper teeth. Middle ones.
Last dream of the night.
My teeth are different. I look in the mirror. I see my teeth are askew, that is the first thing I notice, but then I see my teeth are chicory (witloof). So bigger, and organic, plant material, a little old even. Now I'm thinking, I really should have this fixed and make an appointment with the dentist. This mirror viewing is quite lucid. It is my upper teeth. Middle ones.
Monday, 12 May 2014
Edge of Water
1. Next to Bale
At some point in an early dream I was sitting in a sofa or a chair, against a wall, Bale was next to me, close, but in a different chair. This might have been a living room, dark, other people elsewhere. I start to touch her body, soon enough rub her tits. It feels awkward, as if I should not do this or do not want to do it. I continue anyway, because I can't keep off.
2. Water on Top of Me
In another dream I was in a shop, maybe at sea.
I also remember a fragment of dream in which me and some other people are pushed to the edge of something, in a playful way, but it might be the edge of a river or of a swimming pool that you blow up, for children, but big, dark, outside. And one an outsider pushes us, or me, we bump into the edge so that the water rolls over it and gushes out over us, and we get wet. At first I am a little angry for this, then I think I don't mind, and things remain playful, more water gets out and we get soaked after a while. But I was not pleased at first, even if it was a joke.
At some point in an early dream I was sitting in a sofa or a chair, against a wall, Bale was next to me, close, but in a different chair. This might have been a living room, dark, other people elsewhere. I start to touch her body, soon enough rub her tits. It feels awkward, as if I should not do this or do not want to do it. I continue anyway, because I can't keep off.
2. Water on Top of Me
In another dream I was in a shop, maybe at sea.
I also remember a fragment of dream in which me and some other people are pushed to the edge of something, in a playful way, but it might be the edge of a river or of a swimming pool that you blow up, for children, but big, dark, outside. And one an outsider pushes us, or me, we bump into the edge so that the water rolls over it and gushes out over us, and we get wet. At first I am a little angry for this, then I think I don't mind, and things remain playful, more water gets out and we get soaked after a while. But I was not pleased at first, even if it was a joke.
Friday, 2 May 2014
Flood Down Floor
1. Flood over Crystals
Fragment of dream. I am on an upper floor, but I can see the story below me, as if it is a balcony, the lower story is open as well, meaning that it leads out. It is dark. There is another person there. I can't remember the things that happened before, they were on a different location. This is the city, and late, I have been here the whole weekend. And we are now leaving.
I have my crystals down below in a corner, and I may not forget them. They are on a cloth like in my bedroom. At some point the whole down floor is flooded, very high. Clear water. After a while it retreats to outside, like it is a river. In the back of my mind I am fearing that some of my stones will be swept away, but it is on the case, maybe two have been dragged along by the current, the biggest rock crystal among them. All the others are still in place, have not moved an inch, which I don't even think is surprising.
2. China Fall
In China, the whole time. At some point in a building, wood, outside too, light, there is Pake. I happen to fall over at that point, am on the floor. He puts his hands on my back without me seeing it when I try to get up, and because of that I feel the elasticity of the body, but when I realize he is turning this in an exercise I am getting nervous and it does not work anymore. I do get my body in a better position, which is on my hands and feet, like pumping, full body length and trying to get up in small pushes. But it is hard work and I am trying to hard so it does not work very well, though I was near what it should be earlier.
Fragment of dream. I am on an upper floor, but I can see the story below me, as if it is a balcony, the lower story is open as well, meaning that it leads out. It is dark. There is another person there. I can't remember the things that happened before, they were on a different location. This is the city, and late, I have been here the whole weekend. And we are now leaving.
I have my crystals down below in a corner, and I may not forget them. They are on a cloth like in my bedroom. At some point the whole down floor is flooded, very high. Clear water. After a while it retreats to outside, like it is a river. In the back of my mind I am fearing that some of my stones will be swept away, but it is on the case, maybe two have been dragged along by the current, the biggest rock crystal among them. All the others are still in place, have not moved an inch, which I don't even think is surprising.
2. China Fall
In China, the whole time. At some point in a building, wood, outside too, light, there is Pake. I happen to fall over at that point, am on the floor. He puts his hands on my back without me seeing it when I try to get up, and because of that I feel the elasticity of the body, but when I realize he is turning this in an exercise I am getting nervous and it does not work anymore. I do get my body in a better position, which is on my hands and feet, like pumping, full body length and trying to get up in small pushes. But it is hard work and I am trying to hard so it does not work very well, though I was near what it should be earlier.
Thursday, 1 May 2014
Croatian Beauty
1. Wizard and Four Dwarves
Middle to end of a dream. I see Gandalf and four dwarves run from the top of a hill or plateau, up is all hay or long yellow grass, the rim, and the run down the slope. One of the dwarves yells a name, maybe Mimit, Nimit, Yinit, something like that. But he should not because that would wake all the orcs around who hide in the vales. I see this scene twice. Only the second time is this dwarf reprimanded, so it was a second chance.
Down in the vale is a building, people there, me too.
2. Treasure Box
I'm in a house, end of a session of something, Tivd is there and there are hallways, intricate pattern of house, but I know it and am familiar with the surroundings as well as with what needs to be done. I have a treasure chest, which is empty, but for someone else I have to put things into it that need to be tidied up. These have to be removed, the stuff can't stay here, would not be safe otherwise. Moving house. This was stuff from an altar maybe. And I kneel by the stuff in a corner, because it is all on the floor and maybe no one may see this. So I open the box, which is beautiful, and I put the wooden sticks in it and the cloth, and there should have been stones or crystals too. I think it is at that moment that Tivd comes in and sees me and asks me a question about what I'm doing.
3. Croatian girl
Maybe the latter part of the previous dream (1), but I'm not sure. Or dream 2.
Building, light, sun, inside, but also half outside, because not everywhere a roof. And two woman are with me, one older than me and the other my age but a little younger. I help them.
Can't remember much, but the end is like this that the young woman says something to me which I can't understand, and I ask her to repeat it, but I still don't understand, even the sounds, they are not what I'm used to it. Then I realize or she says that it is Croatian. She is Croatian and beautiful, I just now start to fancy her. And she has long black curly hair and she is thin. My height.
I can make out the sounds now, of the letters of her words, but don't understand what she's saying. We talk still, and this is a lucid moment, and at a certain moment I take hold of her shirt, t-shirt and something on top of it, but still flimsy fabric, and pull her toward me, fearing I will damage her clothes, but kiss her on the lips, and this is very nice.
Middle to end of a dream. I see Gandalf and four dwarves run from the top of a hill or plateau, up is all hay or long yellow grass, the rim, and the run down the slope. One of the dwarves yells a name, maybe Mimit, Nimit, Yinit, something like that. But he should not because that would wake all the orcs around who hide in the vales. I see this scene twice. Only the second time is this dwarf reprimanded, so it was a second chance.
Down in the vale is a building, people there, me too.
2. Treasure Box
I'm in a house, end of a session of something, Tivd is there and there are hallways, intricate pattern of house, but I know it and am familiar with the surroundings as well as with what needs to be done. I have a treasure chest, which is empty, but for someone else I have to put things into it that need to be tidied up. These have to be removed, the stuff can't stay here, would not be safe otherwise. Moving house. This was stuff from an altar maybe. And I kneel by the stuff in a corner, because it is all on the floor and maybe no one may see this. So I open the box, which is beautiful, and I put the wooden sticks in it and the cloth, and there should have been stones or crystals too. I think it is at that moment that Tivd comes in and sees me and asks me a question about what I'm doing.
3. Croatian girl
Maybe the latter part of the previous dream (1), but I'm not sure. Or dream 2.
Building, light, sun, inside, but also half outside, because not everywhere a roof. And two woman are with me, one older than me and the other my age but a little younger. I help them.
Can't remember much, but the end is like this that the young woman says something to me which I can't understand, and I ask her to repeat it, but I still don't understand, even the sounds, they are not what I'm used to it. Then I realize or she says that it is Croatian. She is Croatian and beautiful, I just now start to fancy her. And she has long black curly hair and she is thin. My height.
I can make out the sounds now, of the letters of her words, but don't understand what she's saying. We talk still, and this is a lucid moment, and at a certain moment I take hold of her shirt, t-shirt and something on top of it, but still flimsy fabric, and pull her toward me, fearing I will damage her clothes, but kiss her on the lips, and this is very nice.
Monday, 28 April 2014
Red Sports Car
1. Coffee and Cake
End of a dream. Dark, downstairs in a hall, I join others, among them my brothers, at a corner of the table. They all know what is happening, I don't. This feels like the end of a weekend workshop, for example of taiji, but it is not taiji people. More people to the left. This is a rectangular hall. Behind me is a door and stairs leading up. There is a room in front too.
A plate is served, I did not expect that. There is lots of food, all hot and meat, but I don't care. I am not sure what the occasion is but I am famished so I indulge, just like the rest does. I can't remember what foods were on the plate but it was good and I had bits of everything. In the end only one piece of salami is left, which is special, because it is the only piece there was, and it was hiding in the centre underneath maybe potato or something else. I leave it there, because I don't want something that is not cooked. It is also the only thing that is not cooked.
Then everything is cleaned, we sit there and I and a dark haired woman across of me, not right in front, but a bit to my left in front, get a piece of cake. Chocolate cake and it is served in a cup, so I assume there is coffee in it. My reflex says I don't want coffee, but this time I won't bother. The woman is someone I know or at least someone very attractive, I only see her presence now, she reminds me of Elbr, though I don't think she is. She has a connection with me and she is aware of it. She is very self conscious.
I dig into my cake and have a bite. The cake is baked in and over the cup, onto the saucer, it looks a bit strange. Then I guess I try to dig to the bottom and see if there is indeed coffee in it or underneath it, but there is not, all is solid cake and chocolate.
The person serving comes back and she pours in coffee in the girl's cup. I expect she will give me coffee too, and my brain is already working to politely refuse, but it is not necessary, I don't get any. But what I thought was right, you are supposed to eat it with coffee, from the same mug. In fact, I now have coffee in my cup at the bottom, while the cake is still there.
2. Chance Meeting Elbr
After having been awake already, so past 7am. Outside, very light, morning or almost noon, not much people out, in the city. I walk to somewhere. I live here in the neighbourhood and now this place. This is a parking where I am now. It is on a height. The city has many slopes. The parking lot is on a sort of plateau.
Then a car drives on, quite firm. A red sports car and I see the person driving and recognize Elbr. I was walking away from the lot, but now I am waiting for her to park. This is some coincidence, I have to make use of the opportunity so I decide to wait and when she gets out I can go to her, or I can now go to her while she is parked. The dream ends there so I don't know what happened, but my decision was resolved.
3. Chess Breakfast
In the kitchen of parents. I get up and don't know the time. Mother is ironing where she always does. My brothers are both at home. It is still quiet.
Can't remember the details, I know I went to the bathroom for something, maybe clothes. There was something in the dining room as well.
But at last I am in the kitchen making breakfast, and then my brother N and his partner come in, in fact the partner is Lofa. And I tell him why don't we eat the chess breakfast, and my brother is delighted saying to his wife that she never wants to do that because she always loses. So I start getting things from the cupboard looking forward to have breakfast.
4. Damaged Energy Body
There was also a dream in this series, maybe connected to the former, while being in the dining room, that I remembered that I had brought so many stones, minerals and crystals with me at the reiki sessions but that I never brought them back with me, so they are still there in the cupboards. And when I remember this I see all those many stones and the therapy room.
And at some point I also see myself, naked upper body and two places on the top of my chest show marks that are still in process of healing, and they are big, big circles. And they have colours and stones, they are real holes made of concentric circles, red and yellow, as if mosaiced with small yellow stones.
End of a dream. Dark, downstairs in a hall, I join others, among them my brothers, at a corner of the table. They all know what is happening, I don't. This feels like the end of a weekend workshop, for example of taiji, but it is not taiji people. More people to the left. This is a rectangular hall. Behind me is a door and stairs leading up. There is a room in front too.
A plate is served, I did not expect that. There is lots of food, all hot and meat, but I don't care. I am not sure what the occasion is but I am famished so I indulge, just like the rest does. I can't remember what foods were on the plate but it was good and I had bits of everything. In the end only one piece of salami is left, which is special, because it is the only piece there was, and it was hiding in the centre underneath maybe potato or something else. I leave it there, because I don't want something that is not cooked. It is also the only thing that is not cooked.
Then everything is cleaned, we sit there and I and a dark haired woman across of me, not right in front, but a bit to my left in front, get a piece of cake. Chocolate cake and it is served in a cup, so I assume there is coffee in it. My reflex says I don't want coffee, but this time I won't bother. The woman is someone I know or at least someone very attractive, I only see her presence now, she reminds me of Elbr, though I don't think she is. She has a connection with me and she is aware of it. She is very self conscious.
I dig into my cake and have a bite. The cake is baked in and over the cup, onto the saucer, it looks a bit strange. Then I guess I try to dig to the bottom and see if there is indeed coffee in it or underneath it, but there is not, all is solid cake and chocolate.
The person serving comes back and she pours in coffee in the girl's cup. I expect she will give me coffee too, and my brain is already working to politely refuse, but it is not necessary, I don't get any. But what I thought was right, you are supposed to eat it with coffee, from the same mug. In fact, I now have coffee in my cup at the bottom, while the cake is still there.
2. Chance Meeting Elbr
After having been awake already, so past 7am. Outside, very light, morning or almost noon, not much people out, in the city. I walk to somewhere. I live here in the neighbourhood and now this place. This is a parking where I am now. It is on a height. The city has many slopes. The parking lot is on a sort of plateau.
Then a car drives on, quite firm. A red sports car and I see the person driving and recognize Elbr. I was walking away from the lot, but now I am waiting for her to park. This is some coincidence, I have to make use of the opportunity so I decide to wait and when she gets out I can go to her, or I can now go to her while she is parked. The dream ends there so I don't know what happened, but my decision was resolved.
3. Chess Breakfast
In the kitchen of parents. I get up and don't know the time. Mother is ironing where she always does. My brothers are both at home. It is still quiet.
Can't remember the details, I know I went to the bathroom for something, maybe clothes. There was something in the dining room as well.
But at last I am in the kitchen making breakfast, and then my brother N and his partner come in, in fact the partner is Lofa. And I tell him why don't we eat the chess breakfast, and my brother is delighted saying to his wife that she never wants to do that because she always loses. So I start getting things from the cupboard looking forward to have breakfast.
4. Damaged Energy Body
There was also a dream in this series, maybe connected to the former, while being in the dining room, that I remembered that I had brought so many stones, minerals and crystals with me at the reiki sessions but that I never brought them back with me, so they are still there in the cupboards. And when I remember this I see all those many stones and the therapy room.
And at some point I also see myself, naked upper body and two places on the top of my chest show marks that are still in process of healing, and they are big, big circles. And they have colours and stones, they are real holes made of concentric circles, red and yellow, as if mosaiced with small yellow stones.
Thursday, 17 April 2014
The Lightning Struck Tree behind the Mountain
1. Hair Centre Tailbone
Inside, dark, everyone close by, small room, walls higher than they are wide. Maybe kitchen of parents. Someone tells me we can no longer speak of the tailbone. This is about taiji. But we have to speak about the sacrum. Two different things. I already know and I know I have to use the correct one.
Then this person goes on, she has some kind of radiant energy about her, but things are not very clear, because I have a low energy. She goes on about the name of the coccyx which she now calls the 'hair centre'. I don't know where she got that from. Another person is there, listening.
2. End of June
I am at home and it is end of June and I suddenly realize I should already been in England because of the workshop. Thinking of Phpa.
3. Inro Cooking
End of a sequence. We are in a room, maybe mine once, Inro is there in a corner busy, cooking, or preparing. I think my brothers are here, too. There is a door behind us where we came in from, but Inro was already here. There is another door leading away, but I don't know where.
There is light in the room. In another corner is a sink. There is a large table in the middle of the room and it takes about all the place available. Maybe other people are there too, but not many.
I am early for some reason. I love seeing Inro. So after a while, having been idle for too long, I ask her if I can help her. She has leek in her hands. I think they might be cleansed first.
All the while I have trouble opening my eyes. I can't open them, because I am too sleepy, usually because of too much light, but it is not that. I decide to do my best. I take the leek, three stalks of them, and finger them with my eyes shut. There is still some visual, because this is a dream. I go to the sink to rinse them. I feel with my fingers there is sand between the leaves. So I expected. I am glad I can help.
In the meanwhile I've tried to open my eyes some times, but it does not work, so I let it go and keep them shut.
4. Giant Onslaught
Dream connected with the former, possibly earlier part.
Maybe outside, dark, hill to my left, there is a tree, not very tall, but wide, branches hang over to the ground. It got struck by lightning.
Earlier we got into this place, which is another dimension of world. We came in through a tunnel in the wall, in fact a mine through rock, mountain wall, like a cliff behind us. Then a plain, wide, and on the other side is a plateau and the tree is there.
We are small. I think we are a group of three, maybe a teacher among us. We are like mice. Sometimes like smurfs. Clothed dark, though, as if camouflaged or because this world has no other colours.
There are enemies, maybe orcs. They want to get a branch of the tree, because it holds energy which they can use. We have to stop that.
I can't remember well why we were there or why we should get to the tree, but when the enemy goes away with a bushel from the tree, I take another one, a part that stuck into the ground, and this one has the original energy. The energy got in by lightning. And that is how there power branch becomes nullified. We have nothing to worry about. Except that they or others are also after us.
I remember when they get to the portal, gate in the mountain wall, again, to leave this place, I see giants coming out and I try to warn them because I know I see them first, but it is too late, and they get all crushed by the giants erupting from the mountain entrance. The giants are half naked. Remind me of clay.
That is about the end of the dream, I think after this comes the section of dream 3.
Before we entered this mountain valley, there were other things, but I can't remember.
Inside, dark, everyone close by, small room, walls higher than they are wide. Maybe kitchen of parents. Someone tells me we can no longer speak of the tailbone. This is about taiji. But we have to speak about the sacrum. Two different things. I already know and I know I have to use the correct one.
Then this person goes on, she has some kind of radiant energy about her, but things are not very clear, because I have a low energy. She goes on about the name of the coccyx which she now calls the 'hair centre'. I don't know where she got that from. Another person is there, listening.
2. End of June
I am at home and it is end of June and I suddenly realize I should already been in England because of the workshop. Thinking of Phpa.
3. Inro Cooking
End of a sequence. We are in a room, maybe mine once, Inro is there in a corner busy, cooking, or preparing. I think my brothers are here, too. There is a door behind us where we came in from, but Inro was already here. There is another door leading away, but I don't know where.
There is light in the room. In another corner is a sink. There is a large table in the middle of the room and it takes about all the place available. Maybe other people are there too, but not many.
I am early for some reason. I love seeing Inro. So after a while, having been idle for too long, I ask her if I can help her. She has leek in her hands. I think they might be cleansed first.
All the while I have trouble opening my eyes. I can't open them, because I am too sleepy, usually because of too much light, but it is not that. I decide to do my best. I take the leek, three stalks of them, and finger them with my eyes shut. There is still some visual, because this is a dream. I go to the sink to rinse them. I feel with my fingers there is sand between the leaves. So I expected. I am glad I can help.
In the meanwhile I've tried to open my eyes some times, but it does not work, so I let it go and keep them shut.
4. Giant Onslaught
Dream connected with the former, possibly earlier part.
Maybe outside, dark, hill to my left, there is a tree, not very tall, but wide, branches hang over to the ground. It got struck by lightning.
Earlier we got into this place, which is another dimension of world. We came in through a tunnel in the wall, in fact a mine through rock, mountain wall, like a cliff behind us. Then a plain, wide, and on the other side is a plateau and the tree is there.
We are small. I think we are a group of three, maybe a teacher among us. We are like mice. Sometimes like smurfs. Clothed dark, though, as if camouflaged or because this world has no other colours.
There are enemies, maybe orcs. They want to get a branch of the tree, because it holds energy which they can use. We have to stop that.
I can't remember well why we were there or why we should get to the tree, but when the enemy goes away with a bushel from the tree, I take another one, a part that stuck into the ground, and this one has the original energy. The energy got in by lightning. And that is how there power branch becomes nullified. We have nothing to worry about. Except that they or others are also after us.
I remember when they get to the portal, gate in the mountain wall, again, to leave this place, I see giants coming out and I try to warn them because I know I see them first, but it is too late, and they get all crushed by the giants erupting from the mountain entrance. The giants are half naked. Remind me of clay.
That is about the end of the dream, I think after this comes the section of dream 3.
Before we entered this mountain valley, there were other things, but I can't remember.
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