Plant Soup

1. To Get Back Chwe

At some point in the dream I am being called over, alone, I easily come with whomever, and something something.
There is an arranging in teams, a game, each team has a particular mission, more than two teams, a few. On a big lawn.
There is a Chinese man singing, I am alone a lot in this dream, sometimes I ... ... team. After some time I can't find my group anymore. I see a situation on the lawn, someone is holding someone else against the ground.
Dore is there and goes to or helps Chwe. Dore is doing something wrong. I correct her, but Chwe runs away. I am quick enough to get her back, I have to hasten myself a bit to do that. Then I put her over my knee and spank her, to teach her. It becomes a little erotic, and she is not wearing panties anymore.
Then I put her over my shoulder, Chwe, and she is dressed in a dark yellow dress.
When I am called over, alone, this is inside.

2. Very Fresh Soup

Maybe bath, foam.
I am alone on my way, returning to a crossroads. Evening or night. Food I bring with me. Then everyone arrives.
Soup, vegetables, and even the plants from which the vegetables come. They are within reach, brought them with me, to make the soup.

Prince

1. Hotel Ship

Sword fighting and I am the person to blame for a situation. And I want to leave. Something something my katana or sabre. In the last part of the dream the weapon was clearly a very long katana, before that it was a Western sword. Someone threatens me with the katana.
I continue, maybe a boat. Then there is something about a story about roaming knights. The story is told or referred to in the dream, but long enough to picture it at the same time.
At some point inside, arriving in a medieval something reminding me of a monastic order. I and someone else have to discuss something privately. This is linked with esoterics, AAB. But there are a lot of people, and I see them work. I realize the difference between them and me.
There are tables, square, small ones, many in a room, not neatly arranged, but not chaotic either. Later, two knights who were in pursuit of me arrive now. One of them is a good person, I regard him so, and I await his coming, the other one is a weakling and I don't want anything to do with him, ignore him.
They don't find it, or we don't find it (find what?). There is a lift, in the hotel. This is a very wide lift, like a whole room, so big. This is on a boat at the same time, the hotel is a boat. This is a ship. Now Joja is also here, and me, and the lift, and Pa (who? maybe my cousin). We are waiting for the other, others, and look for a table, this is upstairs, this place too is very wide, like the whole deck of a ship, Lica is already there, I had expected this. She sits alone, she must have been there waiting for us for some time, which means she was not involved in everything else. We all sit down at her table. An African man comes behind, he is with us.

2. King or Prince

Title or nickname, wearing or carrying a title, bearer of title. twelve something. King or prince, this applies to me.
Game, ball. (Can't read notes).
Le? (Who?). Inside, long hall, many halls, outside. Inside small hall, settling things. Maybe crystals, I remember my golden ring, which was broken, as if someone had bit a piece from it.

3. Neighbour's Garden

Fragment. I am outside at the back of the house in which I live, I don't know how I got here and this is the first time I am here. But now I'm here I take the time to inspect the garden of my downstairs neighbour. He does not seem to be around, neither are his dogs, I look good. Then I see a path on the right leading to the front, I did not know it was there. I think it is handy, because that way I can leave this place without going through his house. The garden is gravel, as in reality.

When I was Called

1. Bound

Something about Voluspa and the creation of mankind. 
Something about two camps, one side was hired by the other, military. I am the expert. Together I make everyone (?) prepare to go and ... with a computer.
Mother is there.
Father is there, more prominently than usual, new computer with a new system which is called Desys. However, a computer is not necessary (can't remember the meaning behind this note, either the system works without a computer, or we don't need it anymore). Something about phases. Outside, this.
Grandfather is also there. Behind the houses is a sandy path, track. Something about the English word 'man' by which any person is meant.
Behind the houses is a someone bound tight (either me, grandfather or someone else). There is a kid with a stick. Grandfather starts to talk and speaks about when he was young, about the time "when I was called". He means for the army.

2. Lawyer Pays

Father is here, he wakes me, I was still sleeping and it is time, or morning. 
Something about technical drawings and an instrument or tool by which a website is meant.
Preparing to go to school.
There is food, paid for by the lawyer. Can't remember the reason why he was there, but he was already attached to us for defending a case, while I think he proposed to do it from his own will and we had no choice in the matter. He is present and yet not a friend of any of us, friendly though, middle aged man, but never in sight, though near.
There is a buffet of three kinds of meat. We toast, can't remember to what.
Also, one of the glasses is broken or breaks. Small something something on the left.
Something about 20,000 euro, maybe the sum we have to pay the lawyer, or what he claims as his payment. All the meat must be eaten, country steak, there is way too much meat.
Something about Sumerian. Again Voluspa.

3. Duel in Openness

There is a duel between a kid and a clown, I'm not sure anymore about the characters, but that is how I remember them (don't even know if this was a dream or something I saw on tv, though I watched nothing at all yesterday). Clown wins always, is confident. This is on a roof top, outside, big building, urban setting. Everyone knows the clown is invincible. The kid knows, fights him anyway.
Then something changes, maybe when the kid is in despair or loses and gives up everything, because he decides to be open and upfront and care about nothing anymore, and then he starts to win from the clown and this surprises everyone. But now the kid realizes that the clown was invincible because he has always been open. You can't hurt or touch him in any sense.

4. Bad Tooth

Fragment of dream. I touch my bad tooth, many times, go over it and feel it, scratch it. Maybe someone else in the dream did too, and got something out of the tooth as well, and I am looking for stuff in my tooth that I can scratch out, but there is none and I don't want to damage it.

Disrespect for my Books

1. Distant Future brought Near

I am returning from somewhere and want to pass by the soup bar, it is the same man, but in a different location. And he doesn't sell soup, but pies and pastries, which is even better. I don't get any, because I had not ordered on time.
When I get home, house of parents, then he is there again, on the side next to the garage. Light. It is winter, the weather is good and a lot of people are about. So I go in the house first, but then remind myself I want something to eat. But when I go to him, I already have something in my hands and it is warm, like a croquette, with meat, nice, in a paper napkin. I use both hands and take a bite from it now and then. I leave the garage by the side door, and opposite is his stall. People are there. I wait till it is my turn, then I ask a pancake. It is 3,67 says he. I have to pay now, but that is a little difficult since I have this other thing in my hands, which also reminds me of a smoutebol, because there is a lot of powdered sugar on top, and I am eating that.
Also a fragment in the house, which looks bigger and much different than in reality. Kitchen, living room. I want to clean up stuff of mine that I shoved beneath a table long ago in wait of when I would return. Now this is an open space in the middle of the house, as if a garden, but on the sides are tables and rooms and so on.
I put piles of books and comic books beneath one particular table, but now I see that much of it is gone, and I feared this would happen, either my mother or my brothers have all binned it. Some of it is still underneath, and some of it they changed place and is at the other side of the garden and there are shelves there, and I see my papers and notes lying there, and there is no order, and I will never be able to sort everything out, so I regard it as lost.
Now I remember that I foresaw this and so I had taken the important books with me, and some other things are hidden in this house, and I see that these are untouched. I don't give away the secret places yet, because I don't need it now.
What's more, a bunch of comic books have been given me, because they think I collect these, and they take up much space. Nothing of this has been taken care of in years. So I have to clean up.
This fragment might have come before the pancake, but the early meeting with the soup man was in the beginning. So chronology of dream record is a bit mixed up.
I am looking for the money to pay the pancake, but the man says he has no more. I rummage a long time in my money bag. There's no notes, and only a few coins. But there is a lot of room in the section for coins, and I see many other things rolling about when I rummage, among which a condom, and then two others. And a girl on my right looks over my shoulder, because she wants to take a look and see if I have enough money, but I don't like that. I don't want that.
When I go back inside I want to start tidying up, but I am not allowed by my mother, because she is scared.
There is also some party going on, so there are a lot of people. It is the kind of table you use for a feast.
There is also a message from the future, and something from the distant future is brought to the near future. And at some point, possibly in the kitchen, I say something and mother did not know this about me, some of my plans, and she gets angry because she wants to know how my career is going but I don't tell her. I don't know what she's talking about, this was not about my career, nothing has changed regarding that. This was about giving a talk.

2. Space Tourism

There is a party going on, lots of people, I keep to myself and don't mix. People in the dream include Bale, Inro. There is light. I am in conflict with my mother.
Something about history, maybe teaching it, or questions about it.
End of the dream was in the house of parents and somewhere else outside at the same time, I am watching a video game, and have the screenplay as a book in my hands too, understand it well and like it much. Then my brother D comes, and I just read a funny part and thought he would like it too, so I show him and point out from where he better starts to read. Online game, very complex. Living room. When I read an earlier part of that book, I saw outside while I am inside sneaking towards us one animal I can't remember, and then the two wolves, Geri and Freki, and then the two ravens too.
The first animal was a sheep, brown, big, small head. In the dream I knew the name.
Before that there is a section where I see a dog carried over the mountains by a bunch of balloons, like in Up, and the balloons can't hold him anymore, and every time I think he will fall from the edge to certain death, but he does not. Then there is another victim of balloons, this is a sheep, but its position is stable, or it even knows how to move about independently. Then the dog comes to some small protruding stone and can only fall of the cliff. Light.
Before that is a fragment where I walk away from the dinner or party, and I go through a hallway first, which might also be outside, like the side of a school, and behind that is some sort of room, but it looks like an exhibition, and is also outside, blue, dark blue, purple. There are chairs, to lie in, like at the sea. I see Tama across sitting in one, but I saw her husband at the beginning of this place, on his own. And there is a lot of distance between them. Garden chairs. After that is the exhibition itself, and this is paired with an activity, everything at this party is organized like this, even if this place is a long way from the centre of the party. All kinds of books and papers are exhibited, in glass cases of different kinds. And when I take a look, because I am interested, it is all my stuff. Sketches from a long time ago, even maths, and books and notes.
I am returning here since a long time.
(And maybe of former dream, books piled by brothers is a mess, they did so because they envy me, or expresses their envy or that of others). I'm not really welcome, I am too special.
Also something about space tourism, I see yuppies with their personal space crafts in space, and friends among themselves in space in a space cafe.
The dream was very busy and a lot happened which I can't remember.

Dead and Alive in another Time

1. Two Worlds

Language course was a major topic in the dream.
Underground place. Debu is confused, this was above ground. But thinks will go well in the long run, because we take care of everything, regulate everything.
All this appears to be a vision of the future and of a parallel world (can't read notes). This was a real parallel world, not the kind I usually dream of.
In the same dream something about a boy, at the end of the dream I remember his name as Ryan, though it is not the correct name, only, the colour and sound of the name are similar, red colour, sparkling.
Then, something something, she knows (?), key stuck (?), incidental something something, knows her from years ago, but has forgotten the name.
Twice Debu. One dead in the basement, and one alive who we can actually help, because she has notes and sketches of the other. I suppose with the other her dead self is meant, which is in another time, and or in a parallel world. Dark. Time travel. I am not panicked by this at all, but am rather happy, joy.
After that I stay in the prison, but do so of my own free will and something something (can't read notes). Something about Holy Nicholas in Naamsestraat.
Something or someone has forgotten that I was still there.
I show myself when I hear music and people, and then I also dance.
Someone in particular wants to see me, and this is a spirit, but I never see the spirit only sense its presence, this is at the very end of the dream, but even when I wake and take notes I feel the presence.
This was all one dream, but can't remember well, not anymore how the time frames and two worlds worked, nor the chronology.

2. Imitating Colleague

Brva and Kr. I am also there. Deserted building, or dimension, trying to escape it. I can do this by means of paint or glue.
Before that something about pencils and paint, which I used or were used for Loli and her husband.
Something about food, food in general, and this is a reason to move house. Brva must do a quiz with her arms (?) to compare something with a tv program. Kr imitates her, being not original.
School, empty rooms.
Something about (can't read it), ..., price. Something esoteric is there too. Maybe a blind boy, Brcr is here too. 
Something about Dao, a saying: famous stars become Ing Rune (?).
A pile of books.
I am the one who sees the occult truth of something or a situation, and I am proud, this is the feeling in the dream.

A Bed for the Night

1. Poet on a Bicycle

Night, coming back from Leuven, am already in Herent, where the bus stops, Mechelsesteenweg, where it splits. I see on the other side, returning to Leuven, Lepe, head of poetry publishing company, and wave, and he looks and then waves too, though we are not so familiar. I am on my bicycle, but he too.

2. Prescription for Medicine

Possibly the same dream.
Night, I am alone, first outside, unfamiliar town, yet I know my way. Maybe at this point Bale already in the dream.
At a certain point I am inside, in the house of Inla or Rigr2. The person reminds me of both. I can't remember how I got here, but she receives me. And because we are alone, a bond that exists seems to rekindle. We are silent the whole time, she is especially, which is a characteristic I associate with Inla.
We sit at a table, but it is time for bed. I think I came here because I was looking for a place to sleep and maybe it was Bale who pointed out that we could stay here.
I try to make conversation and think back about when we first met, some months ago, and she says that she thought it was longer ago, like September of last year. We are drinking tea, sit on the same side of the table, right, and are facing each other. Also reminds me of my moments with Anpi.
Bale must be somewhere in the room, too, and maybe she is the one encouraging me.
At some later point not long after, Inla/Rigr2 and me are close. I don't know how it happened, and I can't remember exactly what happened, only that at a given moment we lie beside each other on the floor, as if ready to sleep, and this is still innocent, especially because I don't want to take initiative but enjoy the moment. Moreover I am in need of sleep and want to rest. We lie beside the table, still on that same side.
Then, Inla/Rigr2 takes the initiative, because that is the appropriate way to continue, and she does it in such a way that it can still go both ways, which is that she turns away from me. But I see it as an invitation to huddle against her. And when she is turned and lies on her left side, I slowly descend next to her, taking my time, being very careful. And this is a very intimate moment. She wears black. She has very broad hips. I have my right hand on them when I slowly lie myself down. And by the time I lie beside her, I am a little sexually roused, but I try to keep it to myself.
Maybe what happened after or before is that we caress each other or fiddle or hug or stroke each other, at least, my hands are at some point lightly touching hers, several times, but I avoid taking her hand, because that would be too rash. And the hands and fingers remind me of Inro.
At a certain point things are clear enough to both of us and she says she will have to take medication, and things will get complicated, and I am not very happy about it, but she wants to go for it anyway. I see her underwear, white, on the floor. Apparently, we went so far already.
She sits down and has a piece of paper. I sit too, behind on her left. Yellow. And I see the prescription she needs to take before we can continue safely, and it consists of four ingredients, most of which I can read, but I don't remember them. And I am thinking: this is worse than I suspected. She wants to continue anyway, because it is important to her. So she decides to go to the apothecary, now, in the middle of the night, in the dream it makes no difference. But when she leaves, there is also Bale and she asks whether she can come with her, which she does.
When they return, Bale leaves us alone, courteous. And Inla/Rigr2 prepares her medicine, which reminds me of Chwe and her anti-parasite medicine. When she comes back and needs to do all these things, she is now Lica, of taiji, which is rather confronting, but I wait.
In the meantime, I hear Bale, who is in the neighbourhood of the front door, a long way from us and on the left, and she calls out from there that she will now get something from the freezer. She means she will make herself some food. And in the meanwhile Inla/Rigr2 makes ready to continue, but I want to sleep.
At that time I am slowly becoming awake, and rationalizing I am fearing that Bale might kill herself and shut herself in the freezer. Then the dream ends.

+ I ask whether I have to help.

+3. Cycle Tires

Outside, leaving with bicycle. Someone, maybe person that repairs, asks whether the tires are still good, and I say yes and ride. Or I ask, and he says yes, and I take off.

Container across the Road

1. Wedding Anniversary

Dream in which Chwe was present the whole time, maybe not an original part, but somehow she manages to be present. As if a small sphere within my greater sphere of dreamscape. She is like her energy, very extrovert and interruptive.
Woli is also there in the beginning.
D&S are in the dream, more light, on a lush hill.
Herent, we pass the former Unic supermarket and want to cross the street to where my parents live. There is someone with us that I mislead, I do it on purpose, I have some suspicion about him. Most people have crossed, not me yet. At the other end of the road is on the right a sort of shed.
Or maybe it is a container, metal.
Something about me getting married, that would be with Chwe, can't remember full story or details.
(From notes). Also something about smoke, I think this is Becr, who is smudging. Something that needs to be done in turn, each in turn. Me and Chwe are last. I am uncertain of what we have to announce all the time, which is why I stall it, but she seems careless. I'm sure this is about us announcing to get married. There is some kind of queue, but I stay some distance from it, not her though. Or maybe it is about remembering the wedding day, as if we are married already and it needs to be celebrated, anniversary.
Maybe Kade is also there.

2. At Sea and Sword

Something being near to the sea, walking there, never actually at the sea. Similar dreams I have had in the past.
Also brothers, N telling me there is a faster or more efficient way to sweep a sword down. I show the taiji moves and try to figure it out, but think the taiji moves are quick enough, this moving without a sword.
+ After a while I realize why the taiji is as good as what N says and that is because you have to use both hands, one hand is supporting the other. Now they try, N and my father. And I am sure this solved it.

3. List of Toy Books

Last dream. Shop context. I remember only fragments. I go help upstairs for a moment, but can't find the books on the list either, for a customer. One in particular takes a long time, but many other things are happening at the same time, which I can't remember, because sometimes I am also downstairs. Not when there is a customer that needs tending to, but I don't go, after a while, Digr comes out of the basement and helps the customer, I still don't move, but concentrate on my work. Dark green, blue. Then, when I still can't find it, then I come downstairs, Digr is still there and he nods in understanding, what I had not expected.
I really can't remember the details, it was about particular books and I could see them, some were toys, Liha had also something to do with it. Confused dream. I'm sure a part of the dream was in another place, both outside and inside.

+4. Hsing

There is a fragment of dream in which I see a Chinese character on a sheet of paper, maybe two people are also here, we are standing, bent over this sheet. I can read it, it says Hsing. And I know what it means occultly, because it represents the sound sh, with the iii sound hidden in it.